• Lazy laughing languid Jenny,
• Fond of a kiss and of a guinea,
• Whose head is on my knee to-night,—
• (Have all our dances left it light
• With their wild tunes?)—Ah, Jenny, queen
• Of kisses which the blush between
• Could hardly make much daintier!—

• Nay,
• Poor flower left torn since yesterday
• Until tomorrow leave you bare!—
• 10Poor handful of bright spring-water
• Flung in the whirlpool's shrieking face!—

• Poor shameful Jenny, full of grace
• Thus with your head upon my knee;—
• Whose look, whose voice, whose purse may be
• The topics subject lodestar of your reverie?
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This room of yours, my Jenny, looks
A change from yours s mine so full of books,
Which, heaped and ranged, [?] hold fast, in truth forsooth,
So many prisoned hours of youth,— [?]
The hours they steal thieve from day and night
To make one's cherished work come right,
Yet leave it wrong for all their theft,
And so to-night my work was left:
Until I vowed that since my brain
And eyes of dancing seemed so fain,
My feet should have some dancing too:—
And thus it was I met with you.
Well, I suppose 'twas hard to part,
For here I am. And now, sweetheart,
You seem too tired to get to bed.
The cloud's not danced out of my head
That from my books so made it swim,—
Books, books, still books, all glum and grim!
Why, as you sit beneath me Jenny, as I watch you there,—
For all your wealth of loosened hair,
Your silk ungirdled and unlac'd
And warm sweets open to the waist,
All golden in the lamplight's gleam,—
You know not what a book you seem,
Added TextHalf-read by lightning in a dream!
How should you know, my Jenny? Nay,
And I should be ashamed to say:
Poor beauty, so well worth a kiss!
But while my thought runs on like this
With wasteful whims more than enough,
I wonder what you're thinking of.
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And from the ill-clad girl whose cheek
Of the heart's strength that makes her weak
And other nights than yours doth speak;
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Pointing you out, what thing you are:—
Yes, from the daily jest jeer and jar,
From shame and shame's outbraving too,
Is rest not sometimes sweet to you?—
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• Whose purse is in your thoughts [?] till
• [?]

• If of myself you think at all,
• What is the thought?—conjectural
• On sorry matters best unsolved?—
• Or inly is each grace revolved
• 20To fit me with a lure?—or — (sad
• To think!) perhaps you're merely glad
• That I'm not drunk or ruffianly
• And let you rest upon my knee.

• For sometimes, were the truth confess'd,
• You're thankful for a little rest?—
• From all the crush to rest within,
• And f From the sickness heart-sickness and from the din
• Of women's envious mocking, which
  Added TextWhere envy's voice at virtue's pitch
• Mocks you because your gown is rich:
• 30And from the wise unchildish elf,
• To schoolmate lesser than himself
• [Asking ???]
• Whether he [?]
• But most from the [?] scantiness of man

   

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• Lazy laughing languid Jenny,
• Fond of a kiss and of a guinea,
• Whose head is on my knee to-night;—
• (Have all our dances left it light
• With their wild tunes?)—Ah, Jenny, queen
• Of kisses which the blush between
• Could hardly make much daintier!—Nay,
• Poor flower left torn since yesterday
• Until to-morrow leave you bare;
• 10Poor handful of bright spring-water
• Flung in the whirlpool's shrieking face!—
• Poor shameful Jenny, full of grace
• Thus with your head upon my knee;—
• Whose look, whose voice, whose purse may be
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• The lodestar of your reverie?

• This room of yours, my Jenny, looks
• A change from mine so full of books,
• Which, heaped and ranged, hold fast, forsooth,
  Added TextWhose serried ranks hold fast, forsooth,
• So many prisoned captive hours of youth,—
• 20The hours they thieve from day and night
• To make one's cherished work come right,
• And leave it wrong for all their theft,
• And so Even as to-night my work was left:
• Until I vowed that since my brain
• And eyes of dancing seemed so fain,
• My feet should have some dancing too:—
• And thus it was I met with you.
• Well, I suppose 'twas hard to part,
• For here I am. And now, sweetheart,
• 30You seem too tired to get to bed.

• It was a careless life I led
• When rooms like [?] this were [?] not so strange
• Not long ago No long time since. What makes breeds the change,—
• The many parts books aims or the few years?
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• Because to-night it all appears.
• Something I do not know again.

• The cloud's not danced out of my brain,—
• Added TextThe cloud that made the books so swim
• Added TextAt every effort's interim.
• To [?] full cloud that made it swim, The buzzing cloud that I saw swim
• With books, books, books to [?] or swim all those still books on books to search or skim books on books to sink or swim
• 40Why, Jenny, as I watch you there,—
• For all your wealth of loosened hair,
• Your silk ungirdled and unlac'd
• And warm sweets open to the waist,
• All golden in the lamplight's gleam,—
• You know not what a book you seem,
• Half-read by lightning in a dream!
• How should you know, my Jenny? Nay,
• And I should be ashamed to say:—
• Poor beauty, so well worth a kiss!
• 50But while my thought runs on like this
• With wasteful whims more than enough,
• I wonder what you're thinking of.

• If of myself you think at all,
• What is the thought?—conjectural
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• On sorry matters best unsolved?—
• Or inly is each grace revolved
• To fit me with a lure?—or (sad
• To think!) perhaps you're merely glad
• That I'm not drunk or ruffianly
• 60And let you rest upon my knee.

• For sometimes, were the truth confess'd,
• You're thankful for a little rest,—
• From all Glad from the crush to rest within,
• From the heart-sickness and the din
• Where envy's voice at virtue's pitch
• Mocks you because your gown is rich;
• And from the ill-clad girl whose cheek
  Added TextAnd from the pale girl's dumb rebuke,
• Of the heart's strength that keeps her weak
  Added TextWhose ill-clad grace and toil-worn look
• Added TextProclaim the strength that keeps her weak
• 70And other nights than yours doth speak bespeak;
• And from the wise unchildish elf,
• To schoolmate lesser than himself
• Pointing you out, what thing you are:—
• Yes, from the daily jeer and jar,
• From shame and shame's outbraving too,
• Is rest not sometimes sweet to you?—
• But most from the hatefulness of man
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• Who scorns spares not to end what he began,
• Whose acts are foul and his speech hard,
• 80Who, having used you, afterward
• Thrusts you aside, as when I dine
• I serve the dishes and the wine.

• Well, handsome Jenny mine, sit up,
• I've filled our glasses, let us sup.
• And do not let me think of you,
• Lest shame of yours suffice for two.
• What, still so tired? Well, well then, keep
• Your head there, so you do not sleep;
• But that the weariness may pass
• 90 Ere bed-time, Jenny And leave you merry, take this glass.
• Ah! lazy lily hand, more bless'd
• If ne'er in rings it had been dress'd
• Nor ever by a glove conceal'd!

• Behold the lilies of the field,
• They toil not neither do they spin;
• (So doth the ancient text begin,—
• Not of the such rest of as one of these
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• Shares another Can share.) Another rest and ease
• Along each summer-sated path
• 100From its new lord the garden hath,
• Than that whose Spring in blessings ran
• Which praised the righteous husbandman,
• Ere yet, in days of hankering breath,
• The lilies sickened unto death.

• What, Jenny, are your lilies dead?
• Aye, and the snow-white leaves are spread
• Like winter on the garden-bed.
• But you had roses left in May,—
• They were not gone too. Jenny, nay,
• 110But must your roses die away?
• Even so; the leaves are curled apart,
• Still red as from the broken heart,
• And here's the naked stem of thorns.

• Nay, nay, mere words. Here nothing warns
• As yet of winter. Sickness here
• Or want alone could waken fear,—
• Nothing but passion wrings a tear.
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• Except when there may rise unsought
• Haply at times a passing thought
• 120Of the old days that which seem to be
• Much older than any history
• That is written in any book;
• When she would lie in fields and look
• Along the ground through the thick grass,
• And wonder where the city was,
• Far out of sight, whose broil and bale
• They told her then for a child's tale.

• Jenny, you know the city now.
• A child can tell the tale there, how
• 130Some things, which are not yet enroll'd
• In market-lists, are bought and sold
• Even till the early Sunday light,
• When Saturday night is market-night
• Everywhere, be it dry or wet,
• And market-night in the Haymarket.
• Our learned London children know,
• Poor Jenny, all your mirth and woe;
• Have seen your lifted silken skirt
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• Advertize dainties through the dirt;
• 140Have seen your coach-wheels splash rebuke
• On virtue; and have learned your look
• When, wealth and health slipped past, you stare
• Along the streets alone, and there,
• Round the long park, across the bridge;
• The cold lamps at the pavement's edge
• Wind on together and apart,
• A fiery serpent for your heart.

• Let the thoughts pass, an empty cloud!
• Suppose I were to think aloud,—
• 150What if to her all this were said?
• Why, as a volume seldom read
• Opens half and Being opened halfway shuts again,
• So might the pages of her brain
• Be parted at such words, and thence
• Close back upon the dusty sense.
• For is there hue or shape defin'd
• In Jenny's desecrated mind,
• Where all contagious currents meet,
• A Lethe of the middle street?
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• 160Nay, it reflects not any face,
• Nor sound is in its sluggish pace,
• But as they coil those eddies clot,
• And memory's self remembers night and day remember not.

• What Jenny, fast asleep? . . . . How fair,
• So, so, she sleeps, how gently fair,
• With chin thus nestled in her hair,
• Mouth quiet, eyelids almost blue
• As if some sky of dreams shone through!

• Just as another woman sleeps!
• Enough to throw one's thoughts in heaps
• 170Of doubt and horror,—what to say
• Or think,—this awful secret sway,
• The potter's power over the clay!
• Of the same lump (it has been said)
• For honour and dishonour made,
• Two sister vessels. Jenny's Here is one.

• My cousin Nell is fond of fun,
• And fond of dress, and change, and praise,
• So mere a woman in her ways:
• And if her sweet eyes rich in youth
• 180Are like her lips that tell the truth,
• My cousin Nell is fond of love.
• And she's the girl I'm proudest of.
• Who does not prize her, guard her well?
• The love of change, in cousin Nell,
• Shall find the best and hold it dear:
• The unconquered mirth turn quieter
• Not through her own, through others' woe:
• The conscious pride of beauty glow
• Beside another's pride in her,
• 190One little part of all they share.
• For Love himself shall ripen these
• In a kind soil to just increase
• Through years of fertilizing peace.

• Of the same lump (as it is said)
• To honour and dishonour made,
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• Two sister vessels. Here is one.

• It makes a goblin of the sun.

• So pure, so fallen! How dare to think
• Of the first common kindred link?
• 200Yet, Jenny, till the world shall burn
• It seems that all things take their turn;
• And who shall say but this fair tree
• May need, in changes that may be,
• Your children's children's charity?
• Scorned then, no doubt, as you are scorn'd!
• Shall no man hold his pride forewarn'd
• Till in the end, the Day of Days,
• At Judgment, one of his own race,
• As frail and lost as you, shall rise,
• 210His daughter, with his mother's eyes?

• Each of such curdled lives alike
• A life for which my twelve hours strike
• And time must be and time must end.
• Hard to keep sight of! What might tend
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• To give the thought clear presence? Well,
• Remember it is possible,
• Whether I please or do not please,
• That in the making each of these
• A separate man has lost his soul.

• 220Fair shines the gilded aureole
• In which our highest painters place
• Some living woman's simple face.
• And the stilled features thus descried
• As Jenny's long throat droops aside,—
• The patient loving underlip drawn in,
• The shadows where the cheeks are thin,
• And pure wide curve from ear to chin,—
• With Giotto's or Giorgione's Raffael's or Da Vinci's hand
• To show them to men's souls, might stand,
• 230Whole ages long, the whole world through,
• For preachings of what God can do.
• What has God man done here? How atone,
• Great God, for this which man has done?
• And for the body and soul which by
• Man's pitiless doom must now comply
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• With lifelong hell, what lullaby
• Of sweet forgetful second birth
• Remains? All dark. No sign on earth
• What measure of God's rest endows
• 240The many mansions of his house.

• If but a woman's heart might see
• The Such erring heart unerringly
• For once! But that can never be.

• Like a rose shut in a book
• In which pure women may not look,
• For its base pages claim control
• To crush the flower within the soul;
• Where through each dead rose-leaf that clings,
• Pale as transparent psyche-wings,
• 250To the vile text, are traced such things
• As might make lady's cheek indeed
• More than a living rose to read;
• So nought save foolish foulness may
• Watch with hard eyes the sure decay;
• And so the life-blood of this rose,
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• Puddled with filthy shameful knowledge, goes flows
• Through leaves no chaste hand may unclose:
• Yet still it keeps such faded show
• Of when 'twas gathered long ago,
• 260That the crushed petals' lovely grain,
• The sweetness of the sanguine stain,
• Seen of a woman's eyes, must make
• Her pitiful heart, so prone to ache,
• Love roses better for its sake:—
• Only that this can never be:—
• Even so unto her sex is she.

• But truly Yet, Jenny, looking long at you,
• The woman almost fades from view.
• A cypher of man's changeless sum
• 270Of lust, past, present, and to come,
• Remains Is left. A riddle that one shrinks
• To challenge from the scornful sphinx.

• Like a toad within a stone
• Seated while Time crumbles on;
• Which has sat sits there since the earth was curs'd
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Come, come, what use in thoughts like this?
Poor little Jenny, good to kiss,—
You'd not believe by what strange roads
Thought travels, when your beauty goads
A man to-night to think of toads!
Jenny, wake up. . . . Why, there's the Dawn!
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• When For Man's seed sinned transgression at the first;
• Which, living through all centuries,
• Not once has seen the sun arise;
• Whose life, to its cold circle charmed,
• 280The earth's whole summers have not warmed;
• And Which still—whitherso the stone [???]
  Added TextWhich always—whitherso the stone
• Be cast—sits there, deaf, blind, alone;—
• Aye, and shall not be driven out
• Till the flint wrapping that which shuts him round about
• Break at the very Master's stroke,
• And the dust thereof vanish as smoke,
• And the seed of Man vanish as dust:—
• Even so within this world is Lust.

• And there's an early waggon, drawn
• To market, and some sheep that jog
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And the same old streets are come peering through
The last dark Another night that London knew;
And all as ghostlike as the lamps.
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So on the wings of day decamps
My last night's frolic. Glooms begin
To shiver off as lights creep in
Past the gauze curtains half drawn-to,
And the lamp's doubled shade grows blue,—
Your lamp, my Jenny, kept alight,
Like a wise virgin's, all one night!
And in the alcove coolly spread
Glimmers with dawn your vestal bed;
And yonder your fair face I see
Reflected lying on my knee,
Where teems with first foreshadowings
Your pier-glass scrawled with diamond rings.
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And somehow in myself the dawn
Among stirred clouds and veils withdrawn
Strikes greyly on her. Let her sleep.
But will it wake her if I heap
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• Bleating before a barking dog;
• And all as ghostlike as the lamps,

• So on the wings of day decamps
• My last night's frolic. Let her sleep
• Will it not wake her, though, to heap But will it wake her if I heap

• These cushions thus beneath her head
• Where my knee was? No,—there's your bed,
• My Jenny, while you dream. And there
• 300I lay among your golden hair
• Perhaps the subject of your dreams,
• These golden coins.

• For still it seems one deems
• That in poor Jenny's sleep there stirs
• A spell around the magic purse,—
• Grim web, how clogged with shrivelled flies!
• Between the threads fine fumes arise
• And shape their pictures in the brain.
• There roll no streets in glare and rain,
• 310Nor, flagrant man-swine whets his tusk;
• But delicately sighs in musk
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• The homage of the dim boudoir;
• Or like a palpitating star
• Thrilled into song, the Opera-night
• Breathes faint in the quick pulse of light;
• Or at the carriage-window shine
• Rich wares for choice; or, free to dine,
• Whirls through its hour of health (divine
• For her) the pageant concourse of the Park.
• 320And though in the discounted dark
• Her functions there and here are one,
• Beneath the lamps and in the sun
• There reigns at least the explicit acknowledged belle
• Apparelled beyond parallel.
• Ah Jenny, yes, we know your dreams.

• For even the Paphian Venus seems
• A goddess o'er the realms of love,
• When shrined, of silver, in some grove: silver-shrined in shadowy grove:
• Aye, or let offerings nicely plac'd
• 330But hide Priapus to the waist,
• And whoso looks on him shall see
• An eligible deity.

• Why, Jenny, waking here alone
• May help you to remember one!
• I think I see you when you wake,
• And rub your eyes for me, and shake
• My gold, in rising, from your hair,
• A Danaë for a moment there.

• Jenny, my love rang true! For still
• Love at first sight is vague, until
• 340That tinkling makes him audible.

• And must I mock you to the last,
• Ashamed of my own shame,—aghast
• Because some thoughts not born amiss
• Rose at a poor fair face like this?
• They came and went, but this I know: Nay, so it is [?] and be it so:
  Added TextWell, of such thoughts so much I know:
• In my life, as in hers, they show,
• By a far gleam which I may near,
• A dark path I can strive to clear.

• Only one kiss. Goodbye, my dear.

   

• How Jenny's clock ticks on the shelf!
• Does the face Might not the dial scorn itself
• With such [?] That has such hours to register?
• Yet even as to me, even so to her
• Are golden sun & silver moon,
• In daily largesse of God's earth's boon,
• Counted for life-coins to one tune.
• How [?] life [?] equal cost And if, as blindfold chance is fates are toss'd,
• Through some one man this life be lost,
• 10Shall soul not somehow pay for soul?

   

• And on your bosom all night worn
• Yesterday's rose now droops forlorn
• But dies not yet this summer morn.

• And now without, as if some word
• Had called upon them which that they heard,
• The London birds that [?] rest upon ? haunt no tree
• Clamour together suddenly;
• And in the cage your bird awake
• Joins in their song for the day's sake
• Because here too the day doth break.
• And Jenny's cage-bird [?] grown awake
• Here in their song his some part must take,
• 10Because here too the day doth break.