23rd December 1880
Dear Wm.,
I wish you'd write me anything of your doings abroad or other news. I am likely
to be back in about a fortnight more I suppose but I shouldn't wonder if it
stretched to three weeks. The changes in my studio at Chelsea under Webb's
directions, giving me a good light at last, will be completed next week. You
might go and take a look at them if you liked. I have been doing
a replica here (of that Beatrice)—a beastly job,
but lucre was the lure—also
a little picture of
Janey
with background of this place and river, made to fit a lovely old
Italian frame I have. I have written a few things—notably Part I (51 five-line
stanzas) of a poem called “Rose Mary” (you may remember my using the name long
ago for some rubbish destroyed) and which is about a magic crystal or Beryl as
it was called—a story of my own, good, I think, turning of course on the
innocence required in the seer. Part 2 will be much longer I think, and should
hope to get on with it now, were it not that Top comes here tonight from
Iceland, and will bring a storm of talk with him.
On one short thing I have done, not meant to be a trifle, I want your advice
about the close. I copy it herewith, and the form of the four last lines there
given is the one I incline to adopt—thus you see leaving the whole question
open. But at first I had meant to answer the question in a way, on the theory
hardly of annihilation but of absorption. As thus (last five lines)—
- “And what must our birthright be?
- O never from thee to sever
- Thou Will that shalt be and art,—
- To throb at thy heart for ever
- Yet never to know thy heart.”
As I say, I incline to the lines given in the copy as the safest course. Those
above seem too to have a possible suggestion of a personal Deity, though of
course this is not meant. Does the parrot brought me by Stillman talk?
Ever yours,
D. G. R.
P.S. I'm Dark-Blued at last, owing to Brown who was asked to illustrate something
of mine for them if I would contribute. It's a little sort of ballad I wrote
here—to appear in October.
- The day is dark and the night
- To him that would search their heart;
- No lips of cloud that will part
- Nor morning song in the light:
- Only, gazing alone,
- To him wild shadows are shown,
- Deep under deep unknown
- And height above unknown height.
- Still we say as we go,—
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10 “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
- The Past is over and fled;
- Named new, we name it the old;
- Thereof some tale hath been told,
- But no word comes from the dead.
- Whether at all they be,
- Or whether as bond or free,
- Or whether they too were we,
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20Or by what spell they have sped.
- Still we say as we go,—
- “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
- What of the heart of hate
- That beats in thy breast*, O Time?—
- *or “to thy steps”?
- Red strife from the furthest prime,
- And anguish of fierce debate;
- War that shatters her slain,
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30 And peace that grinds them* as grain,
- *or “men”?
- With eyes fixed ever in vain
- On the pitiless eyes of Fate.
- Still we say as we go,—
- “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
- What of the heart of love
- That bleeds in thy breast, O Man?—
- Thy kisses snatched 'neath the ban
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40Of fangs that mock them above;
- Thy bells prolonged unto knells,
- Thy hope that a breath dispels,
- Thy bitter forlorn farewells
- And the empty echoes thereof.
- Still we say as we go,—
- “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
- The sky leans dumb on the sea,
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50 Aweary with all its wings;
- And oh! the song the sea sings
- Is dark everlastingly.
- Our past is clean forgot,
- Our present is and is not,
- Our future's a sealed seedplot,
- And what betwixt them are we?—
- What word's to say as we go?
- What thought's to think by the way?
- What truth may there be to know,
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60 And shall we know it one day?