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smite me.” Why shouldst thou rise up and tell God He is
not
content? Had He, of his warrant, certified so to thee?
Be not nice to seek
out division; but possess thy love in
sufficiency: assuredly this is faith,
for the heart must believe
first. What He hath set in thine heart to do,
that do thou;
and even though thou do it without thought of Him, it
shall
be well done; it is this sacrifice that He asketh of thee, and
his
flame is upon it for a sign. Think not of Him; but
of his love and thy love.
For God is no morbid exactor:
For with God is no lust of godhead:
He hath no hand to bow beneath, nor a foot,
that thou
shouldst kiss it.’
And Chiaro held silence, and wept into her hair which
covered his
face; and the salt tears that he shed ran through
her hair upon his lips;
and he tasted the bitterness of
shame.
Then the fair woman, that was his soul, spoke again to
him, saying:—
‘And for this thy last purpose, and for those
unprofit-
able truths of thy teaching,—thine heart hath already
put
them away, and it needs not that I lay my bidding upon
thee. How is
it that thou, a man, wouldst say coldly to the
mind what God hath said to
the heart warmly? Thy will
was honest and wholesome; but look well lest this
also be
folly,—to say, “I, in doing this, do
strengthen God among
men.” When at any time hath He cried unto
thee, saying,
“My son, lend me thy shoulder, for I
fall?” Deemest thou
that the men who enter God's temple in
malice, to the
provoking of blood and neither for his love nor for
his
wrath will abate their purpose,—shall afterwards stand with
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thee in the porch, midway between Him and themselves, to
give ear unto
thy thin voice, which merely the fall of their
visors can drown, and to see
thy hands, stretched feebly,
tremble among their swords? Give thou to God no
more
than He asketh of thee; but to man also, that which is man's.
In
all that thou doest, work from thine own heart, simply; for
his heart is as
thine, when thine is wise and humble; and
he shall have understanding of
thee. One drop of rain is
as another, and the sun's prism in all: and shalt
thou not
be as he, whose lives are the breath of One? Only by
making
thyself his equal can he learn to hold communion
with thee, and at last own
thee above him. Not till thou
lean over the water shalt thou see thine image
therein:
stand erect, and it shall slope from thy feet and be lost.
Know
that there is but this means whereby thou mayest
serve God with
man:—Set thine hand and thy soul to
serve man with God.’
And when she that spoke had said these words within
Chiaro's spirit,
she left his side quietly, and stood up as he
had first seen her: with her
fingers laid together, and her
eyes steadfast, and with the breadth of her
long dress
covering her feet on the floor. And, speaking again, she
said:—
‘Chiaro, servant of God, take now thine Art unto thee,
and
paint me thus, as I am, to know me: weak, as I am,
and in the weeds of this
time; only with eyes which seek
out labour, and with a faith, not learned,
yet jealous of
prayer. Do this; so shall thy soul stand before thee
always,
and perplex thee no more.’
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