Rossetti Archive Textual Transcription
Document Title: Ballads and Sonnets (1881), proof Signature U (Delaware Museum, author's
first revise proof)
Author: Dante Gabriel Rossetti
Date of publication: 1881 May 10
Publisher: F. S. Ellis
Printer: Chiswick Press, C. Whittingham and Co.
Issue: 1
The
full Rossetti Archive record for this transcribed document is available.
page: 289
Manuscript Addition: 1
Editorial Description: Printer's proof number added in upper left.
Manuscript Addition: X
Editorial Description: Printer's notation at upper right.
Manuscript Addition: [Charles Whittingham's printer date stamp, 10 May 81]
- O dearest! while we lived and died
- A living death in every day,
- Some hours we still were side by side,
- When where I was you too might stay
- And rest and need not go away.
- O nearest, furthest! Can there be
- At length some hard-earned heart-won home,
- Where,—exile changed for sanctuary,—
- Our lot may fill indeed its sum,
-
20 And you may wait and I may come?
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- To-night this sunset spreads two golden wings
- Cleaving the western sky;
- Winged too with wind it is, and winnowings
- Of birds; as if the day's last hour in rings
- Of strenuous flight must die.
- Sun-steeped in fire, the homeward pinions sway
- Above the dovecote-tops;
- And clouds of starlings, ere they rest with day,
- Sink, clamorous like mill-water, at wild play,
-
10 By turns in every copse:
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- Each tree heart-deep the wrangling rout receives,—
- Save for the whirr within,
- You could not tell the starlings from the leaves;
- Then one great puff of wings, and the swarm heaves
- Away with all its din.
- Even thus Hope's hours, in ever-eddying flight,
- To many a refuge tend;
- With the first light she laughed, and the last light
- Glows round her still; who natheless in the night
-
20 At length must make an end.
- And now the mustering rooks innumerable
- Together sail and soar,
- While for the day's death, like a tolling knell,
- Unto the heart they seem to cry, Farewell,
- No more, farewell, no more!
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- Is Hope not plumed, as 'twere a fiery dart?
- And oh! thou dying day,
- Even as thou goest must she too depart,
- And Sorrow fold such pinions on the heart,
-
30 As will not fly away?
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- O leave your hand where it lies cool
- Upon the eyes whose lids are hot:
- Its rosy shade is bountiful
- Of silence, and assuages thought.
- O lay your lips against your hand
- And let me feel your breath through it,
- While through the sense your song shall fit
- The soul to understand.
- The music lives upon my brain
-
10 Between your hands within mine eyes;
- It stirs your lifted throat like pain,
- An aching pulse of melodies.
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- Lean nearer, let the music pause:
- The soul may better understand
- Your music, shadowed in your hand,
- Now while the song withdraws.
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- I Looked and saw your eyes
- In the shadow of your hair,
- As a traveller sees a stream
- In the shadow of the wood;
- And I said, “My faint heart sighs,
- Ah me! to linger there,
- To drink deep and to dream
- In the sweet solitude.”
- I looked and saw your heart
-
10 In the shadow of your eyes,
- As a seeker sees the gold
- In the shadow of the stream;
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- And I said, “Ah me! what art
- Should win the immortal prize,
- Whose want must make life cold
- And Heaven a hollow dream?”
- I looked and saw your love
- In the shadow of your heart,
- As a diver sees the pearl
-
20 In the shadow of the sea;
- And I murmured, not above
- My breath, but all apart,—
- “Ah! you can love,
sweet
true girl,
- And is your love for me?”
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- Ah! dear one, we were young so long,
- It seemed that youth would never go,
- For skies and trees were ever in song
- And water in singing flow
- In the days we never again shall know.
- Alas, so long!
- Ah! then was it all Spring weather?
- Nay, but we were
both young
and
together.
- Ah! dear one, I've been old so long,
-
10 It seems that age is loth to part,
- Though days and years have never a song,
- And oh! have they still the art
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- That warmed the pulses of heart to heart?
- Alas, so long!
- Ah! then was it all Spring weather?
- Nay, but we were
both young
and
together.
- Ah! dear one, you've been dead so long,—
- How long until we meet again,
- Where hours may never lose their song
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20 Nor flowers forget the rain
- In glad noonlight that never shall wane?
- Alas, so long!
- Ah! shall it be then Spring weather,
- And ah! shall we be young together?
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- Waving whispering trees,
- What do you say to the breeze
- And what says the breeze to you?
- 'Mid passing souls ill at ease,
- Moving murmuring trees,
- Would ye ever wave an Adieu?
- Tossing turbulent seas,
- Winds that wrestle with these,
- Echo heard in the shell,—
-
10'Mid fleeting life ill at ease,
- Restless ravening seas,—
- Would the echo sigh Farewell?
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- Surging sumptuous skies,
- For ever a new surprise,
- Clouds eternally new,—
- Is every flake that flies,
- Widening wandering skies,
- For a sign—Farewell, Adieu?
- Sinking suffering heart
-
20That know'st how weary thou art,—
- Soul so fain for a flight,—
- Aye, spread your wings to depart,
- Sad soul and sorrowing heart,—
- Adieu, Farewell, Good-night.
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- Thin are the night-skirts left behind
- By daybreak hours that onward creep,
- And thin, alas! the shred of sleep
- That wavers with the spirit's wind:
- But in half-dreams that shift and roll
- And still remember and forget,
- My soul this hour has drawn your soul
- A little nearer yet.
- Our lives, most dear, are never near,
-
10 Our thoughts are never far apart,
- Though all that draws us heart to heart
- Seems fainter now and now more clear.
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- To-night Love claims his full control,
- And with desire and with regret
- My soul this hour has drawn your soul
- A little nearer yet.
- Is there a home where heavy earth
- Melts to bright air that breathes no pain,
- Where water leaves no thirst again
-
20And springing fire is Love's new birth?
- If faith long bound to one true goal
- May there at length its hope beget,
- My soul that hour shall draw your soul
- For ever nearer yet.
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- Thére is a cloud above the sunset hill,
- That wends and makes no stay,
- For its goal lies beyond the fiery west;
- A lingering breath no calm can chase away,
- The onward labour of the wind's last will;
- A flying foam that overleaps the crest
- Of the top wave: and in possession still
- A further reach of longing; though at rest
- From all the yearning years,
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10Together in the bosom of that day
- Ye cling, and with your kisses drink your tears.
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- The day is dark and the night
- To him that would search their heart;
- No lips of cloud that will part
- Nor morning song in the light:
- Only, gazing alone,
- To him wild shadows are shown,
- Deep under deep unknown
- And height above unknown height.
- Still we say as we go,—
-
10 “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
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