Rossetti Archive Textual Transcription
Document Title: Ballads and Sonnets (1881), proof Signature D (Delaware Museum first revise, copy 1)
Author: Dante Gabriel Rossetti
Date of publication: 1881 April 13
Publisher: F. S. Ellis
Printer: Chiswick Press, C. Whittingham and Co.
Issue: 2
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full Rossetti Archive record for this transcribed document is available.
Manuscript Addition: 2
Editorial Description: Printer's proof-sequence number in upper left corner.
page: 33
- Once she sprang as the heifer springs
- With the wolf's teeth at its red heart-strings:
- First 'twas fire in her breast and brain,
- And then scarce hers but the whole world's pain,
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120As she gave one shriek and sank again.
- In the hair dark-waved the face lay white
- As the moon lies in the lap of night;
- And as night through which no moon may dart
- Lies on a pool in the woods apart,
- So lay the swoon on the weary heart.
- The lady felt for the bosom's stir,
- And wildly kissed and called on her;
- Then turned away with a quick footfall,
- And slid the secret door in the wall,
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130And clomb the strait stair's interval.
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- There above in the altar-cell
- A little fountain rose and fell:
- She set a flask to the water's flow,
- And, backward hurrying, sprinkled now
- The still cold breast and the pallid brow.
- Scarce cheek that warmed or breath on the air,
- Yet something told that life was there.
- “Ah! not with the heart the body dies!”
- The lady moaned in a bitter wise;
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140Then wrung her hands and hid her eyes.
- “Alas! and how may I meet again
- In the same poor eyes the self-same pain?
- What help can I seek, such grief to guide?
- Ah! one alone might avail,” she cried,—
- “The priest who prays at the dead man's side.”
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- The lady arose, and sped down all
- The winding stairs to the castle-hall.
- Long-known valley and wood and stream,
- As the loopholes passed, naught else did seem
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150Than the torn threads of a broken dream.
- The hall was full of the castle-folk;
- The women wept, but the men scarce spoke.
- As the lady crossed the rush-strewn floor,
- The throng fell backward, murmuring sore,
- And pressed outside round the open door.
- A stranger shadow hung on the hall
- Than the dark pomp of a funeral.
- 'Mid common sights that were there alway,
- As 'twere a chance of the passing day,
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160On the ingle-bench the dead man lay.
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- A priest who passed by Holycleugh
- The tidings brought when the day was new.
- He guided them who had fetched the dead;
- And since that hour, unweari
é
èd,
- He knelt in prayer at the low bier's head.
- Word had gone to his own domain
- That in evil wise the knight was slain:
- Soon the spears must gather apace
- And the hunt be hard on the hunters' trace;
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170But all things yet lay still for a space.
- As the lady's hurried step drew near,
- The kneeling priest looked up to her.
- “Father, death is a grievous thing;
- But oh! the woe has a sharper sting
- That craves by me your ministering.
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- “Alas for the child that should have wed
- This noble knight here lying dead!
- Dead in hope, with all blessed boon
- Of love thus rent from her heart ere noon,
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180I left her laid in a heavy swoon.
- “O haste to the open bower-chamber
- That's topmost as you mount the stair:
- Seek her, father, ere yet she wake;
- Your words, not mine, be the first to slake
- This poor heart's fire, for Christ's sweet sake!
- “God speed!” she said as the priest passed through,
- “And I ere long will be with you.”
- Then low on the hearth her knees sank prone;
- She signed all folk from the threshold-stone,
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190And gazed in the dead man's face alone.
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- The fight for life found record yet
- In the clenched lips and the teeth hard-set;
- The wrath from the bent brow was not gone,
- And stark in the eyes the hate still shone
- Of that they last had looked upon.
- The blazoned coat was rent on his breast
- Where the golden field was goodliest;
- But the shivered sword, close-gripped, could tell
- That the blood shed round him where he fell
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200Was not all his in the distant dell.
- The lady recked of the corpse no whit,
- But saw the soul and spoke to it:
- A light there was in her steadfast eyes,—
- The fire of mortal tears and sighs
- That pity and love immortalize.
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- “By thy death have I learnt to-day
- Thy deed, O James of Heronhaye!
- Great wrong thou hast done to me and mine;
- And haply God hath wrought for a sign
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210By our blind deed this doom of thine.
- “Thy shrift, alas! thou wast not to win;
- But may death shrive thy soul herein!
- Full well do I know thy love should be
- Even yet—had life but stayed with thee—
- Our honour's strong security.”
- She stooped, and said with a sob's low stir,—
- “Peace be thine,—but what peace for her?”
- But ere to the brow her lips were press'd,
- She marked, half-hid in the riven vest,
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220A packet close to the dead man's breast.
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- 'Neath surcoat pierced and broken mail
- It lay on the blood-stained bosom pale.
- The clot clung round it, dull and dense,
- And a faintness seized her mortal sense
- As she reached her hand and drew it thence.
- 'Twas steeped in the heart's flood welling high
- From the heart it there had rested by:
- 'Twas glued to a broidered fragment gay,—
- A shred by spear-thrust rent away
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230From the heron-wings of Heronhaye.
- She gazed on the thing with piteous eyne:—
- “Alas, poor child, some pledge of thine!
- Ah me! in this troth the hearts were twain,
- And one hath ebbed to this crimson stain,
- And when shall the other throb again?”
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- She opened the packet heedfully;
- The blood was stiff, and it scarce might be.
- She found but a folded paper there,
- And round it, twined with tenderest care,
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240A long bright tress of golden hair.
- Even as she looked, she saw again
- That dark-haired face in its swoon of pain:
- It seemed a snake with a golden sheath
- Crept near, as a slow flame flickereth,
- And stung her daughter's heart to death.
- She loosed the tress, but her hand did shake
- As though indeed she had touched a snake;
- And next she undid the paper's fold,
- But that too trembled in her hold,
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250And the sense scarce grasped the tale it told.
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Manuscript Addition: Inverted commas all over this page.
Editorial Description: DGR's note along left hand margin.
- “My heart's sweet lord,” ('twas thus she read,)
- “At length our love is garlanded.
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“At Holy Cross, within eight days' space,
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“I seek my shrift; and the time and place
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“Shall fit thee too for thy soul's good grace.
- “From Holycleugh on the seventh day
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“My brother rides, and bides away:
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“And long or ere he is back, mine own,
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“Afar where the face of fear's unknown
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“We shall be safe with our love alone.
- “Ere yet at the shrine my knees I bow,
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“I shear one tress for our holy vow.
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“As round these words these threads I wind,
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“So, eight days hence, shall our loves be twined,
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“Says my lord's poor lady, Jocelind.”
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- She read it twice, with a brain in thrall,
- And then its echo told her all.
- O'er brows low-fall'n her hands she drew:—
- “O God!” she said, as her hands fell too,—
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270“The Warden's sister of Holycleugh!”
- She rose upright with a long low moan,
- And stared in the dead man's face new-known.
- Had it lived indeed? She scarce could tell:
- 'Twas a cloud where fiends had come to dwell,—
- A mask that hung on the gate of Hell.
- She lifted the lock of gleaming hair
- And smote the lips and left it there.
- “Here's gold that Hell shall take for thy toll!
- Full well hath thy treason found its goal,
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280O thou dead body and damnèd soul!”
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- She turned, sore dazed, for a voice was near,
- And she knew that some one called to her.
- On many a column fair and tall
- A high court ran round the castle-hall;
- And thence it was that the priest did call.
- “I sought your child where you bade me go,
- And in rooms around and rooms below;
- But where, alas! may the maiden be?
- Fear nought,—we shall find her speedily,—
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290But come, come hither, and seek with me.”
- She reached the stair like a lifelorn thing,
- But hastened upward murmuring:—
- “Yea, Death's is a face that's fell to see;
- But bitterer pang Life hoards for thee,
- Thou broken heart of Rose Mary!”
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We whose throne is the Beryl,
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Dire-gifted spirits of fire,
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Who for a twin
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Leash Sorrow to Sin,
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Who on no flower refrain to lour with peril,—
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We cry,—O desolate daughter!
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Thou and thy mother share newer shame with each
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other
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Than last night's slaughter.
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Awake and tremble, for our curses assemble!
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What more, that thou know'st not yet,—
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That life nor death shall forget?
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No help from Heaven,—thy woes heart-riven are
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sterile!
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O, once a maiden,
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With yet worse sorrow can any morrow be laden?
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It waits for thee,
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It looms, it must be,
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O lost among women,—
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It comes and thou canst not flee.
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Amen to the omen,
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Says the voice of the Beryl.
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Thou sleep'st? Awake,—
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What dar'st thou yet for his sake,
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Who each for other did God's own Future imperil?
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Dost dare to live
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`Mid the pangs each hour must give?
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Nay, rather die,—
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With him thy lover 'neath Hell's cloud-cover to fly,—
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Hopeless, yet not apart,
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Cling heart to heart,
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Manuscript Addition: If possible, get “ah no!” / into this line
Editorial Description: DGR's note to line 32 in right margin.
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And beat through the nether storm-eddying winds
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together?
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Shall this be so?
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There thou shalt meet him, but may'st thou greet him?
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ah no!
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He loves, but thee he hoped never more to see,—
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He sighed as he died,
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But with never a thought for thee.
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Alone!
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Alone, for ever alone,—
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Whose eyes were such wondrous spies for the fate
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foreshown!
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Lo! have not We leashed the twin
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Of endless Sorrow to Sin,—
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Who on no flower refrain to lour with peril,—
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Dire-gifted spirits of fire,
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We whose throne is the Beryl?
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- A swoon that breaks is the whelming wave
- When help comes late but still can save.
- With all blind throes is the instant rife,—
- Hurtling clangour and clouds at strife,—
- The breath of death, but the kiss of life.
- The night lay deep on Rose Mary's heart,
- For her swoon was death's kind counterpart:
- The dawn broke dim on Rose Mary's soul,—
- No hill-crown's heavenly aureole,
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10But a wild gleam on a shaken shoal.
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